Thursday, June 11, 2009

To Tan Han Pei Bane

you have seriously forgotten our relationship,you forgot im waiting for you to go out together,when you do 'your things',all around you is shut.on that night you shouted 'you are so fucking irrtating and annoying' den u hung up i really wished you didnt mean it.because all i want is some time with you,if today you dun see it,someday you will.i tried understanding you,till the point i dun anymore.when wil you open your eyes to see that im not a soft toy or an object that you can forget about when you've got 'things to do',you said not contacting the whole day is normal.really it is?u sure?then let me tell you.its been four days that we haven spoken.its still fine with you?have you lost your feelings for me?if you have,tell it to my face.i dun wan to live in denial anymore,if you have someone you like,tell me,i'll let you go.but jus dun hold me by the thread where i know its breaking loose and when u need me,u pull me back,wen u dun,u slack the thread.if this is YOUR kind of relationship,i have nth to say..being attached is like not being attached at all.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

to my immature frens

ok guys, this post is going out to the people around me to wake them up from their childish world of gossips...i cant stand this motherfucking nonsense anymore, kindly dun test my patience. whats fucking wrong with making frens?woo wow jus cuz two person take the same bus home together, walk to sch together,(obviously) cuz they were taking the same bus, talk in sch, MEANS we are fucking close and its soooo god dam surprising cuz we never were close before.comon la, fucking grow up pls! whats wrong with being frens again even thou we had a bad past.although there were alot of bitching about hating each other in the past, but now we decide to be frens,wads wrong with that, and in every angle, i dun see it as your concern when my own boyfriend doesnt mind cuz he jolly well know we are jus frens.plainly motherfuckingly frens.and talking about being attached, im fucking attached!so why the fuck will i wan to flirt around or whatsoever?jus cuz im frens with someone i used to hate,means im flirting and ya wow the timing is so fucking perfect that the other person jus broke with his gf.fuckers listen carefully k, i only became frens again with this person AFTER he fucking broke up.so it has nth to do if i was trying to fucking steal this person or wadeva, dun be fucking lame la, stop fucking bitching cuz you only make yourself look like a loser cuz u fucking ASSUME everything!so to those who are reading this post and you are feeling guilty den you should jolly well know im fucking pointing my finger at you!not my index:) my middle finger sucker!there again,2 set of three words,(fucking grow up), (stop acting immature).

Thursday, May 28, 2009

alive dun wry.

yes people, im still alive n kicking.jus had a design test today, finished my counselling poster for the test.but the teachr dam funny..hahah....anyway, these few days kinda feel slpy all the time but dunno y.and the whether is sooo fucking hot my god!!!!.....also, did the weekly campus maniacness dj show in my sch today frm 1010 to 110....yup...will update more soon yeah?wanna play restaurant city on facebook.hahah.i jus started nt long but the game is kinda addictive:)loves!

Friday, May 15, 2009

1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY

went to bugis, hd pasta, went to ice monster, had desert than exchange gifts, he bought me a bracelet from backstage, a frying pan to fry egg and a box of biscuit, i gave him a cd....love u sweeetheartt!!!!!muackz!