F1

LEWIS HAMILTON ROCKS!!!!!!!WHOO!!!!!!

HAHA.F1 WAS VERY VERY VERY tiring....i was practically standing all the way like what the other usherers did...it was madness standing fr 12 hours continuously for 3 days.but watching the race was dam fun.my in charge was horrible.no offence but she seriously need to think on how she is doing things.

meeting patrons from all over the world was awesome.love their friendliness and greet.was perfect to talk to them.obviously there are some patrons who are very arrogant as well but overall,manageable.

first day,no fights or anything chaotic i encountered.second da,encountered a drunk man,and many unhappy patrons who talk abou paying 1488.my god.....was crazy,they cn go on n on.but luckily they were talking to my supervisor.

third day,was fun.no nonsense except for pp dropping their cameras down the grandstand and stuff.everyone was crazy when the results were out...

overall,it wasnt so bad. stil love lewis hamilton.

wad to do...this is life:)

love and kisses to all!

life has been slightly crazier than before.i duno wad to do with my life,and work and everything now.hahhahaah....axel is in the army, bane has his life, daniel's injured, travis wit his work, loraine busy with studies,dad's overseas,mom working everyday,bro has his night life,wow,everyone has things on.

but fr me?holiday-ing, dragging my feet to work, trying to find the right partner so staying single to TRY TO enjoy wad its like to be single, so jus taking a break for myself. so confuse about my feelings fr anyone right nw.i tink im stil nt matured enough to commit to anything. wellll.....life goes on....haaha. maybe this is the time to set my life right, to study well, find a proper job. hahaha i sound like a 28 or 38 woman wen im jus 18.hahahhaha.

alright,sometimes i jus want to give up on everythin and sometimes i jus wan to burst all the way and be soooo successful.my resolution from nw til oct is to lose my weight til 42kg:)hahah.have lost 6kg so far.but stil not enough.i still look fat.so i must be determined:)

will see my frens soon wen holiday ends and sch life comes back.and i will be mugging cuz its my final lap to get the fucking cert and get outta ITE.yay!:)smiles and loves!

better to be with no one then to be with the wrong one.

i've moved...............on.

alright peeps....gonna start blogging again...the previous life is over,i tried changing it back to how it was, but its a one sided thing so since he agrees he does nt feel a thing for me, i shall move on.bye han pei:)hope you enjoy ur life...oh wells...hahhahahah..anyway its nt that he n i aren in contact.we still do.but right now its simple we're jus frens:)happy tat we both can actually stay as frens:)i hate rships where they break and the lines jus get cut.its kinda childish though.hahha.alright.right nw, i have been working at suki sushi almost everyday.aft sch,rush hm,work:)but life is better, my colleagues are very nice to me.hahha,and it work helps me not to think so much about "what happened"....anyway jus to add, for a period of time wen sch started aft the hols, daniel,my bro fren has been meeting me to join my bro and all aft sch.haha my frens probably think he's my bf or something.but nah......he isnt....haha.we are jus frens.yup.but currently,we no longer meet,cuz of my busy schedule and all..more like hanging out with my colleague a work:)oh ya,happy to be able to talk with most of my clsmates nw...i dunno y but aft i broke off,its like i cn finally talk to my clsmates, or rather they start talking to me.and i prefer it this way than to be quiet all the time in cls cuz i dunno what every1's tinking.hahahha.oh wells...........things change, people change,but life goes on.love you guys!!!!

-TAN BRIDGET DOMINIQUE IS DEAD-

To Tan Han Pei Bane

you have seriously forgotten our relationship,you forgot im waiting for you to go out together,when you do 'your things',all around you is shut.on that night you shouted 'you are so fucking irrtating and annoying' den u hung up i really wished you didnt mean it.because all i want is some time with you,if today you dun see it,someday you will.i tried understanding you,till the point i dun anymore.when wil you open your eyes to see that im not a soft toy or an object that you can forget about when you've got 'things to do',you said not contacting the whole day is normal.really it is?u sure?then let me tell you.its been four days that we haven spoken.its still fine with you?have you lost your feelings for me?if you have,tell it to my face.i dun wan to live in denial anymore,if you have someone you like,tell me,i'll let you go.but jus dun hold me by the thread where i know its breaking loose and when u need me,u pull me back,wen u dun,u slack the thread.if this is YOUR kind of relationship,i have nth to say..being attached is like not being attached at all.

to my immature frens

ok guys, this post is going out to the people around me to wake them up from their childish world of gossips...i cant stand this motherfucking nonsense anymore, kindly dun test my patience. whats fucking wrong with making frens?woo wow jus cuz two person take the same bus home together, walk to sch together,(obviously) cuz they were taking the same bus, talk in sch, MEANS we are fucking close and its soooo god dam surprising cuz we never were close before.comon la, fucking grow up pls! whats wrong with being frens again even thou we had a bad past.although there were alot of bitching about hating each other in the past, but now we decide to be frens,wads wrong with that, and in every angle, i dun see it as your concern when my own boyfriend doesnt mind cuz he jolly well know we are jus frens.plainly motherfuckingly frens.and talking about being attached, im fucking attached!so why the fuck will i wan to flirt around or whatsoever?jus cuz im frens with someone i used to hate,means im flirting and ya wow the timing is so fucking perfect that the other person jus broke with his gf.fuckers listen carefully k, i only became frens again with this person AFTER he fucking broke up.so it has nth to do if i was trying to fucking steal this person or wadeva, dun be fucking lame la, stop fucking bitching cuz you only make yourself look like a loser cuz u fucking ASSUME everything!so to those who are reading this post and you are feeling guilty den you should jolly well know im fucking pointing my finger at you!not my index:) my middle finger sucker!there again,2 set of three words,(fucking grow up), (stop acting immature).